Who will win
For the 2 1/2 months I’ve been fighting a battle within myself-a war between my heart and mind. It’s one of a kind. It’s like playing tug-a-war with equally balanced teams. First you move in one direction then the other only to find ur self right back where u started having accomplished nothing. But as I have realized today, life must go on and actually has because it never stopped. I stopped and everything around me as continued to move. Change is inevitable therefore we should embrace. But am I going to have the strength required to bring about such change? Mind says do it, heart gets in the way. If I was a typical guy and didn’t care or have emotions then would be alot easier. But now I’m stuck at this years end reminiscing about memories and experiences done and made this time last year. Missing the good ones, trying to forget the bad ones or the ones that shouldn’t have happened. This is just a small bit of what’s going on with me.
